October 23th, 2010
Just have ended my sweet dream I got up in the early morning, started my head to the local train station .Today I feel completely enthusiastic and energetic than normal life times. Certainly because of my beloved come to see me from the holy place in every my nation’s mind—Lhasa . Honestly express out my deep feeling ,I have not had this kind of natural happiness since we temporarily stopped share the purified love to each other .When I get up and to start wash in a hurry action I feel I am totally transformed in another behavior ;delightful ,soulful and worriless. The taxi driver is so polity and comfortable in the moment of going to station in my view, I have no time to care about the surroundings and weather, indeed. I am fearless ,powerful, and significantly peaceful .i feel lazy to wonder the realistic things, I want to escape to confront to the fucking realities and want to keep an irrational regulation very much in this special time .I just want to keep my blissful and cheerful happiness with my sweet one .
I was be linked by ties of fate with my beloved JB ,this is extraordinarily hard to catch .This is a very special gift that my Buddha offered me ,what reason I should refuse and abandon his generous and kind largess .
“Thirteen RMB” said the driver and then I got out to the beautiful green taxi and went to exit door, checked my watch again and again hoped time goes quicker, took out my cell phone from pocket began to dialing her number. “WAI, IS IT COLD OUTSIDE” with a soft word which suddenly made me nervous and not able to reply in complete sentence. I tried my best to make my neck longer than anyone in the crowed people for the purpose to see her immediately. “HI” a familiar but unsure sound passes through to my ears. Well, that is she my beloved one JB I want to temerariously kiss her and to embrace her but not dare or not enough speed to take the action. OK NOW I need to go to bed at this time.
MY BE LOVED jb .this is a true and a virgin feeling of my heart.
MY BELOVED jb I love you not because you are beautiful but you are unique only for me! MY BELOVED jb I love you not for a day a year but as long as my life goes in this universe! MY BELOVED jb I love not only in words but in my bones and blood!
DEAR! JIAOBAJI I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !I hidden this feeling for a long time and I think today is the right time to express out to everyone who are in fell loved with someone or anyone who are beloved !
BUDDHA BLESS YOU DEAR JB!